Nazar
Emma Buoni
Blue glass in my grandmother’s window
Meant to catch ghosts in the act
She believes dead children wander the halls
Of a one story Cleveland home built in 1979
Oven cooked clay charm on frayed rubber
The parchment paper set on fire in the oven
The pupil is blown and has seen the depths of hell
A concussed guardian to protect from petty hands
Keychain purchased at a gift shop
In Daytona beach even though I was working at the time of the vacation
Now when I drive home
Through sundown towns as the sun is going down
It stares at my knees and warns me against braking too hard
Multicolored glass beaded bracelet
Purchased for discount at a festival
Only a few eyes are the true blue
The rest stay lifeless like spots on moths wings
But still wink at me in sunlight
Like they know a clever joke they refuse to tell
Collecting eyes like cursed treasures that stares me down so no one else does
There are eyes everywhere
In the windows, my golden earrings, my thrifted shirts, in my mirror
My grandmother’s eye in the window stares, seeing no ghosts
Just me, transparent and tiny.
It sees me, all of me, and I’m thankful and horrified.
Spring 2024