In the Courtyard of Time
Pen Name Pending
Nature is never silent
Never lonely
When you feel you are left to wander
Crickets hum in reminder
Birds overhead squawk hymns as they rise higher
And the silken scarfs of wind wisp around your shoulders
but never land
It stings your cheek with a kiss
and kicks up leaves in a hallow goodbye
You will follow the overgrown trails
and mapped out sky
till your body has been numbed by the cold
But your mind races enough to keep you warm
You wonder if you can walk enough to forget
If you could loose yourself among the trees
If you could escape completely
You will find yourself in the courtyard of Time
Contemplating the mistakes of your life,
but this house quiets you
Time,
the unchanging mistress,
still has sovereignty
Men declare her unkind,
but have never stood in her courtyard
This house,
a testament to her glory
and her grace
This house,
that has lived centuries
and seen things I will never witness
Its souls long buried
Sometimes I wait for ghosts to peak out its window panes
But Time holds no ghosts
It is only us who do
We refuse that we are to follow Time like a child does his mother
We try to fight Time for seconds,
but she answers us
No
You are too good for seconds
I will give you years if you just
embrace the present
and stop reaching for the past
If you stop chasing after the future
and learn to waltz with what you have
The past is this empty house
and the future is this house in ruins
long forgotten
With visitors like fleeting glimpses
With no souls to inhabit it
and few people who remember it
But Time lives here
You can see her fingerprints on every wall and banister
Chipped paint and dust collecting like decorations
A mansion of what have beens
and a hill of what will be’s
Standing in Time’s courtyard,
you can feel the world move around you
Some love it
Some hate it
Some never realize at all
I walk through the grass
and stand on the brick platform
Close my eyes
and take a deep breath
I thank her for the comfort
and this house that I know all too well
Then I leave her,
standing in the doorway